Friday, May 7, 2010 11:33 PM
I can't stop thinking about it. That face. You showed me. I can never forget it. You smile after that. During recess. They said you were smiling while looking at me? I don't think so. I will never forget that expression. I don't know you well, but I still care. I was telling myself to give up on you. After that day. I felt hurt. I don't know why. That recess. When I heard that. I tried to cheer myself up. All I can do is pretend I'm happy. I know it's time for me to give up. I'm sure you have your own crush and I'm sure you won't like me anyway. That expression. I don't know why I feel so upset. I guess it was this massive crush I have on you. It's hard to give up. I know. But I will try. I wasn't even suppose to have feelings for you. It is wrong anyways.