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Mr Roboto
Tuesday, August 31, 2010 8:09 PM
Megan fox! Why are you so hawtttttttttttttt? ): So jealous of you. :X
Anyways, teacher's day celebration. One of the worse celebration's of my life. Pissed off.
Went back to Fuhua. Found out most of the Pandan teachers left. Had a short chat with Mdm Zheng. I'll be meeting her soon. So I still have a chance to talk to her. :D Talked to Mdm Chia as well. They told me I speak Chinese with Angmoh accent. Oh yeah. They are super cute uhks. Mdm Zheng didn't recognise me. And when she realise it was me, she was like "How's your boyfriend?" When Mdm Chia see me she was like "How's your grades?" Hahah. 
Found out someone turned bi as well. Wow. So I'm not the only one from Fuhua kay. :XAnd I realised that today is make-you-upset-day.
I will be more selfless. I realised that I've been lying to myself. :/  

Oops.
Monday, August 30, 2010 11:10 PM
Had a few free periods. Lesson was like for us to slack. Had teachers day preparation after school. Pissed off and almost break down. Cherry and Jeevan were there for me. Thanks guys. :D And thanks bro, the gel was super helpful. Hahah. :D 
I'm sorry if I showed you guys attitude, but you guys really went over the line. Blow the balloons first then all of you start to you know, do things your own way. Very disorganized. :/
 Went to JP and IMM with Nasuha, Peiling and Cherry. Bought decor stuff and went home. Punctured tyre on the way. :X I learnt something new. SINGAPOREANS, very good in eye power. See, walk off or drive off. What the effffff. _|_
Tomorrow report to school in PE. D: Tskkkkkkk.
Nothing better to do. :/
 OH EMM GEE. IT'S 11:11 NOW.On my comp time larh. Duhh. :D

Beancurd FTW =D
Sunday, August 29, 2010 12:52 PM
So pretty~ :D I envy her, so chio. I envy chio people. Hahah.
Yes, I'm back to blog. Duhh. I need to study. So after blogging, I'm going tp the library alone. To study. It's good to spend time alone. :D Don't ask me why I can't study at home. My room is in a mess and it's so noisy. Urgh. I'm rotting. My blog's rotting. I have nothing to blog about. D: I know! Blog about yesterday! :DWent to Plaza Sing with Nasuha. We went there initially for her SIM card. But in the end, we end up walking around to find people's birthday gifts. I still owe him his gift. Gosh.
Off to eat my beancurd then on my way to the library! Ridha is coming! Yay! :D

Hitler's Moustache
Saturday, August 28, 2010 10:47 AM
Boo. I'm bored. Gahhhh.
I'm going to blog about the past, the present and the future!!!!! :D
Because I'm bored! :D
Nevermind, sounds like a bad idea. Take a look at this:


Friday, August 27, 2010 10:05 PM
I need to sleep. Badly. I'm super tired. x.x
Oh yea. School was okay. I'm too tired to remember what really happen during lesson time. I only remember what happened after cca. :D
And and, congratulate me uh. I got my footdrill silver already! Yay! (:
I will update tomorrow. My eyes gonna close soon. Bye. x_x 

Boo who.
Wednesday, August 25, 2010 7:29 PM
I guess school was quite okay? Free periods all the way after recess. I was caught eating lollipop during geo though. Mdm Kum just pulled my ear. Hahah. :D
Slacked awhile after school and went home. I have nothing to blog about today. I'm sorry to say, but I prefer today to normal school days as the class is less noisy and chaotic. Makes my job easier.
Stop the talk about school. Thanks to the tagger MIDNIGHT. It reminds me of something.
Let me ask you guys a question. Is there a problem with homosexuality? :/ Hahah. Just asking kay, no pun intended. :D

I need to talk to you about how I feel. I know you won't care. You and your lies. Do you know the pain? Yes, it hurts. Thanks for treating me like a punching bag. Thanks for lying,

And to _____, urm, if you understand this. 7 more months and I might consider.

Born for this
Tuesday, August 24, 2010 7:17 PM
I'm not talking about lessons. Went to makan with addicts after school. Went back to school and I was pretty upset. Farah, Ridha and Kartina followed me to the library. Read coping with jealousy with Farah. Didn't help, but it's interesting. Spent time at library with the rest of the addicts as Jieying went home first.
I'm sensitive when it comes to you. I know I'm bad at cheering people up. I know I'm bad at comforting people. Can you at least tell me what's wrong and not... Nevermind. I shall text you. Don't ignore my messages. Please. :/

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Boo! :D
Monday, August 23, 2010 7:30 PM
I realised I didn't do the letter challenge for days. I'm going to skip day 23. So...
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory (:If you think this post is all about Cherry, you are partially wrong. :D It's everyone of my friends who gave me all those memories that I will keep with me forever. :D Hahah. Pssst, I still love what happened that night at camp. Hahah. Sounds wrong. -.-

School was okay, went to science center with addicts. It was closed. -.- Hang out at mac instead. Had fun talking about random stuff. Hey! I still want my kbox! :D
I need to go off to study now. See, I so guai. :B Okay, seriously. Short update. (: 


ATC. :D
Sunday, August 22, 2010 10:07 PM
Back from ATC. I have a lot to blog about. For you to read, for me to remember. :D

Day 1
Yuhua was the 2nd last school to reach the campsite. We thought it will be like a boot camp when we reach there. But it isn't. Hahah. Was split into groups. Me and Rupini got into the same group. (: Had icebreakers. We had to decide on the group name. Rupini whispered to me "plutoneya" and the sir heard. And the sir was like telling me "Girl, I heard you suggest something, tell your group." And I was like "PLUTONEYA?" "What's that?" "Uhh... Something like O.M.G? Like, when you drop stuff or you fall, you say that? But it's Burmese. Uhh..." And the group actually didn't disagree to the name. Ma'am YJ, our group's I.C think it's unique. Hahah! So yeah . Oh yea! During Ice-breaker, ma'am ask us for our relationship status. To make things fun. LOL. Must be proud of yourself and who you're attached with. Heheh. :B Planned for campfire. Did different high elements. I got a cut from zipline/flying fox. Didn't really did Burma bridge. We made ma'am cry though. We made a fool of ourselves and ma'am got angry. We rehearse real hard when she went off. And when she came back she cried when we show her our performance. She's shocked. Hahah. :D Campfire was great. Did I mention there was this girl called Cherrie in my group? Hahah. Group name :Plutoneya, one of the group members called Cherrie. Cool huh? :P Oh yeah, that very night, we were feeling very tired. And people are still busy chatting. Cherrie and I were cursing the rest under our breath. Immature, childish, noisy, never go for camps before. Hahah. :D Oh yeah, we slept in dorms instead of tents because of the lightning warning. (:
Day 2 
Woke up, had crushed maggi mee and dry milo for breakfast. I'm just too lazy too cook. Hahah. Clean up the dorms, go for kayaking and rafting. Had another cut. Cool or what. -.-" Wash up, clean up the whole area. My group got the best group! :D Plutoneya rocks! Hahah! :X
To sum up, it was a great experience. :D Even though I didn't get best camper, I aim for it. And I got the best out of the whole camp. New friends, new skills. (:

I have a lot to say to you.
Friday, August 20, 2010 10:43 PM
I guess I will do a proper update because I won't be blogging for days. :/ My day started like.... I don't know how to phrase it. I dozed off in the shower. I dozed off while changing. I dozed off while brushing my teeth. You get what I mean? Too bad if you don't. :X Memorise science formulas like there's no tomorrow. PW was epic. I believe 2e5 can form a school debate team. (Y) But thanks to that debating thing, I have to write a report about Mdm Kum. Oh well, no harm I guess. O:
I will not elaborate any further on lessons as I'm dozing of in front of my lappy. Yes, my day was that boring. I felt like shit the whole day and I guess it was due to PMS. 
Went to HTA and watched the finals of IUQ. The JWSS girl very pretty. :D I can't help but support JWSS. Another reason is because I hate ACS. But in the end, they lose to ACS by 1 mark. ): That pretty girl answered most of the questions. And there was this cute SSGT behind me and Farah as well. :D I forget his name though. YES. IT'S A HIM. Whats your problem? I'm bi. -.- 
I took a look at my phone and it's near 5.30. I was praying super hard, hoping you will call, but not that early. You called the next minute and I was relieved yet kind of sad? Because it just ended and I know you won't wait. I was silently cursing the whole quiz thing after I hang up. And the whole bus ride, my face was like :/ . Yes, you mean that much to me. ):
I went home, still with that face though. Hahah. Reach home around 6.15? I took off my boots and slept on the sofa with my uniform on. Woke up, realised it was 7. Check my phone, saw 2 miss calls and a text from you. Yes, I panicked. My mum was looking at me like O.O and asking me what had happened. I was smiling to myself when I found out you bother to actually call me. :D
Anyways, did I mention why I was so moody a few days back? Long story actually. Let's just cut it short. Rumours on me liking someone a few people were spread around the school and someone practically stabbed me in the back. Almost everyone blamed me for a lot of stuff and I can't take the blow. While having PMS. That's why. But Ameerul was there to cheer me up. Hahah. :D
ATC tomorrow. I have to sleep early. Bye. (:

Thursday, August 19, 2010 9:34 PM
I won't be blogging for awhile. Kind of busy. I guess I will be back by next week. Bye for now.

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Tuesday, August 17, 2010 7:49 PM
Second chance as in? I'm not too sure. :/ I give a lot of chances to people  I will do a proper challenge tomorrow. Promise. :D Meanwhile, I will just blog about today. Had maths and CME test. Maths was surprisingly easy. :D Slack with some peeps after school. Camwhore with addicts. :D And we chat about who is the most act- guai person in our class. Turns out to be me? Hahah. Very true. :XWent to Chinese garden after that. Drenched. But it's fun to walk in the rain once in a while. :D Oh yeah. I hate people who call me ah lian. Please uh. I'm not ah lian. I don't dye my hair, I don't smoke, I don't hang out with gangsters. Please. I don't mean to be rude. But none of us from addicts are ah lians. Thank you. :D Oh, don't get me wrong. Nas, I'm not blaming you kay. I'm just saying. I really hate it. It just reminds me of some stuff. If you get what I mean. :/
I manage to catch up with candy addicts for the past few days. It has been so long since I hang out with you guys. :D Heheh. Alright, I'm extremely tired. That's all for now, I guess. ;D

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Monday, August 16, 2010 8:42 PM
Well, I don't really remember. So no letter for today. :X
I'm super studious for the whole day. Wanted to go home early. But failed to. At least I had fun with some of the addicts and peiling. Chatted for hours. (: Well, it will be interesting if Jieying is there though. Hahah. See, I so good. Remember you. :P
Cherry came and we all went home after awhile.
It's fun chatting about how we first met and all. I'm amazed. We barely knew each other at first and now we're having our 3rd month. :D Time really flies. (: You still owe me a date! Heheh. ;D I guess I wrote everything I want to say in the letter already. So... Hmm... I love you. (:Sorry for the short post, time for me to study yeah.

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Sunday, August 15, 2010 8:12 PM
(I know it's creepy with my head popping out at the back, but can you please concentrate on the heart instead? :D)
I don't want to write a letter for this. I want to focus on the present instead. Let's forget the past. :D
I woke up super early today and went for my prayers. And when I mean pray, I mean FIRE PUJA. :B Ohh, you don't know what's that? It's offering to god via burning. And there's a meaning behind everything you offer. :D
It lasted for more than 4 hours and I fell asleep while praying. :X Can't blame me, I slept after 2 am. I happen to wake up 15 mins before the lighting of the fire. We were in the shelter while the lighting of fire was on the field. And the sky turned dark. O:
They lit the fire and the dark clouds went away. :D We hear the sound of heavy rain but it isn't raining. We look back and it's raining heavily behind the shelter! We look around and realise it's raining everywhere except for the field! It's really amazing. God prove his existence. :D
I almost burn myself though. But it was fun. And the volunteers cooked curry. I ate curry for 4 days consecutively. -.-
Okay, enough of being religious for now. (:
I can't wait for tomorrow. Outing with addicts! :D And love, it's our 3rd. :D Yay! :DDDDD
I'm super happy. I can't believe I still get butterflies in my stomach whenever I see you or text you. (:

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Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Saturday, August 14, 2010 9:18 PM
No letter today. There are a number of things and people that can't get out of my mind. :/
That incident is still stuck there. Crap. I don't like it. ):
And, my dream. Yea, a recent one. It pops into my mind everyday? Yeah. And my heart rate increase like as if... Argh. :/
I need someone to talk to, badly. My imagination and dream is driving me wild. Because it concerns you. D:
Crap. I'm sick. Very sick. Why must it be this topic? Argh.
I can't type properly. My heart is beating so fast now. Something is wrong with me. You keep popping into my head. That incident and dream as well. 
I'm sorry. I'm just confused. No proper post today.  

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Thursday, August 12, 2010 11:34 PM
I wish I could be pretty. Like this model above. (: No broad shoulders, flawless skin, pretty big eyes. Yeah Carissa, dream on right? I know. I am dreaming. :D I wish to be the next PeiXuan as well. :D I totally look up to her. A good cadet leader and all. You get what I mean. ;) I know, it is a little impossible. Like what ______ said. ______ told me to "wait long long." But hey, I'm not waiting, I'm trying my best. She is my role model and I look up to her, learn from her and even if I don't excel, I still have someone to look up to. Doesn't really matter to me anymore. :D
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School was okay, English is as usual, we played captain's ball for PE.
The super funny incident happened during recess. I was taking a nap in class as I feel super tired. And suddenly I hear someone shout "Mr Su!" And I suddenly remembered my duty. I jumped up and I saw those in our class run out like as if it's a marathon. I went out of the classroom and saw people hiding; squatting, lying on the floor, etc. -.-" Mr Su saw me and was like "Carissa? Why are you here?" "Uhh, I'm going on duty." "Then why are there so many people here?" "Urm, I happen to walk pass?" "Do your duty properly!" 
Laughs. So, the rest of the lessons are quite boring.  EXCEPT FOR MT. Y'know why?MDM WONG ISN'T HERE! x] And the teacher is like freaking good. I gave him crap though. Like the zao ju. Those in my class should understand what I meant. ;DHad science practical after school. Made stomachs. Hahah. PEPSIN SMELLS LIKE CAT PEE. -.-
Mrs Thong talk to me after her practical. Asking me about my studies and how I was coping with it. She taught me ways to memorise stuff. For eg, HELM. ;D Cherry was kind enough to wait for this bitch here. :B Hahah. I love loops. ;p
Tomorrow's Friday the 13. There's cca tomorrow. I feel terrible. I keep puking and I'm having flu. D: And it all started from a stupid migraine. ):
Please tell me I can go to school tomorrow. *cross fingers*
 

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Wednesday, August 11, 2010 5:12 PM
Dear Simin :D,
Yep yep. You're my childhood bestfriend. Hahah, you were the one who actually "created" our friendship. 
Nehhh, the primary one, you ran towards me saying "I'm in your class lehh! :D"
Hahah. Memories. 
Thanks for all those fun times. Letter writing and all. Hahah. ^^
Meet up soon for the study group thing yeah? ;)
Love, me. :D
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Oh gawd. Short of time. I'm like rushing, need to meet Jiale for YOG preview later. But still, I can't neglect my blog right? Heheh. :D
So yea, I will do a proper update tomorrow. Plus day 18 letter challenge. (:
 
It doesn't really matter if you forget about our first movie and everything. All that matters is that we have feelings for each other yeah? :D One more week! (:

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Tuesday, August 10, 2010 11:38 AM
My uncle and his family. They are not in Singapore. I have nothing much to talk about them. :/
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Hey peeps! :DI know no one tags my blog. But at least I have people telling me they are reading it. Thanks. :D
You guys motivate me to blog. LOL.
No, seriously. But another reason is because I'm bored.Since I have no life (Like what Cherry said. -.-) I have to blog to kill time. Blog, eat, sleep. 
OMG. I sound like...
I'm getting fatter. HOLY CRAP. I'm so hitting the gym later after I'm done with english homework. D;
By the way, this pair of vans is AWESOME. :D

I'm on cloud nine. :D
Monday, August 9, 2010 10:48 PM
Yay! I'm super happy~ LOL. I'm bored, so another post for today. :D
I'm like super bored. And I went to visit her just now. Hahah. Yay! :DD I melted like crazy just now. Heheh.
So yeah, take a look at this. 
(Zoom in or click if you can't see)
Classy. :D 

Day 15 — The person you miss the most
1:39 PM
I miss a lot of people. Nasuha, Kartina, Farah... Everyone. And....
 
Dear Cherry, I miss you to the max. ):
It's only the 3rd day of the holiday and I want to die already. All thanks to you. 
Argh, damn, I miss you. D:
I can't wait for Wednesday.
Aww man, not seeing you drive me nuts. ): 
  
Okay, like I promise, a letter. ._. 
I know you must be thinking "I should stop reading her blog because she is such a crazy lesbian bitch!" Hahah. I don't care. :D 
I know I'm like super obsessed. I can't help it. It's Carissa you're talking about. Super emotional. Super crazy. Super retarded. :D

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Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Sunday, August 8, 2010 8:59 PM
I've drifted away from you. Yes, everyone of you. :/  Can I rewind time? Hahahs. No use huh? I will try to catch up with all of you sometimes. Especially my primary school friends. :D
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I will do a real letter tomorrow. Don't worry. :D
Addicted to borgore's foes. The 16 bit fuck hoes remix. 
I know you don't get what I mean. It's a filthy song. People who smoke weed loves this song. 
No, don't get me wrong. I don't smoke. It's just that I like the beat and the style of the song.
I manage to survive the weekends. Now I need to survive another 2 days of the holidays. 
I want to meet you on the last day of the holidays. I don't care. D:
So hurry up and chase the flu bug away. Take care,love. :D 

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Saturday, August 7, 2010 11:03 PM
Hate me for all you want.
I'm referring to everyone of you.
I mean, hey, I don't give a shit anymore. :D I'm myself. I'm doing stuff my way. Laugh at me for all you want. Hey, please understand. You guys are like sec 3s? I'm only a sec 2. Immature. :D Unlike you guys. From e5 somemore. So smart. You guys are in a pure science class sia, so matured. -.-
Oh. You hate me because of who I am? Opps. I don't care. I join the board straight away, not happy, not my problem. Don't like my character? Opps. I'm sorry then. BUT I DON'T LIVE TO PLEASE PEOPLE. I already beg for everyone's forgiveness. You guys hate me, I can't do anything. Go on, continue. :D

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
1:49 PM
Greetings to everyone.I beg for every one of your forgiveness. 
I'm sorry. I know I did a lot of sinful stuff that hurt a lot of people's feelings.
Please forgive me for whatever I did.
Love, me. ):
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I'm bored. Sigh. 4 days. Will die one ehh. D:
I want to go out larh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Argh. 

Plus 4 days without seeing you. Aww man. I hate holidays. ._. 

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Friday, August 6, 2010 9:26 PM
I don't hate anyone. :D Seriously. 
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National day celebration. Hmm....
It was quite fun.
Even though we cock up like, umpteen times.
And my shirt is from like, a few years back, super tight. Super uncomfortable.
But hey, I manage to get a good view of ______. From backstage. I was peeping through the small gap at the end of the curtains. :D
Anyways, I can't believe I said I want to be Singapore Idol. It's lame. I know. But that's not what I want to be. Don't worry. No more broken windows already. ^^

Day 11 — A deceased person you wish you could talk to
Thursday, August 5, 2010 8:25 PM
My uncle and my grand aunt. I regret not visiting her when she is super ill. I didn't get to see her. She passed away a few weeks ago. ): My uncle died long ago. He doted on me a lot. He died of kidney failure. What's gone is gone and it's irreversible. Sigh.
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National day celebration tomorrow. Good luck to all those performing. And 2e5! Good luck tomorrow! Get 1st for the card kay! (: 

I'm dreading tomorrow. I don't want the long weekends. I won't be able to see you unless we meet up. Aww man. That sucks. ): Psst... You look kind of cute doing the heart thing today. :DD 

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Wednesday, August 4, 2010 10:31 PM
Before I continue, I apologise for being temperamental lately. I'm sorry people. ):Someone I don't talk to as much as I'd like to? It will actually be everyone. Well. Almost everyone. I feel so loner-ish lately. 
Let's focus on someone only. It'll be you I guess. (I know I'm lovesick, shut up)
We talk alot actually. It's just that, I have alot more I need to tell you. Plus, I don't really have to guts to tell you. Well, until lately? Considering other couples and us, I think we are actually one of the happier ones. And I really appreciate the fact that we're closer now. :D
Alright, getting off topic. Let's get back to the topic.  I would actually want to talk to ________ more. We use to be such close frieds and now we hardly talk to each other. ):
And and my primary school friends. D: I hardly talk to them already. Sigh. 
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Everyone's talking about MATHS. Sigh. I shouldn't have shouted at Mrs Thong. I mean, I know it's unfair and I don't like it, it makes me boil and what-so-ever, but she is one of the teachers whom actually see through me. ); She understands how I felt at times and she will talk to me about it. Ask me whether I'm alright. Sheesh. I really need to apologise to her. D:I wonder what's making so moody nowadays. Sigh. I'm not as cheerful as I used to be. Nevermind. Let's try to be like the old me from tomorrow onwards~~~~ :DDDD 

Cupid shot me in the eye. So they say that love is blind. :D

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Tuesday, August 3, 2010 9:40 PM
If it's last time, it will be Megan Fox. But for now... I would like to meet you. (:
Cheyyy........ :P
Okay okay, serious. I would like to meet four tet. He is amazing. He creates amazing music by using various instruments. Heheh. 
But still, I wish I could meet you NOW. :D

So, school. Geography test = die. Had detention for chinese. Then maths supp. Did PW instead of maths. It was great. I think. And yeah, urm, for recess... Shocked? It's like so random. And it was in front of so many people. And it was not even YOU. ): 

Hey love, I'm sorry about just now. I'm like, shocked as well. Who expected that? No one. :/ But that made me realise I love you more than anyone else. Heheh. I owe you one alright? :D (C U C) Heheheh. :D 

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Monday, August 2, 2010 10:09 PM
Aww. So sweet. Hahah. I know you all feel disgusted because of me. But I can't help it. ;DDay 8. Internt friend? I use to have alot. I deleted all of them. Why? I quit gaming already. Must as well don't contact. :X
So yeah, I went to see tokio hotel on Eon5 today. Bill's cute. :D Oh, and there's this cute girl sitting in my row. Heheh. She smiled at me. Heheheh. :DDDD
I KNOW I LESBIAN LARH. WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM. -.-
Anyways, I saw a super cute girl after the Eon5 thing. She look at me, I look at her. She gave me the innocent look. I was like, smiling to myself. She saw it and she smiled too. Hahah. So cute. Should have asked for facebook or number. ):
She may be cute, but no one is cuter than erm......uh..... *coughs*
Heheheheh. ;D

Heyy. Thanks for packing my bag. Hahahahah. To be frank, it was really sweet of you. To leave a note as well. Will you pack my bag for me again if it's messy? Heheheh. ^^ 

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Sunday, August 1, 2010 4:03 PM
Dear Aaron,
I'm sorry I've to blog about you. :X But the topic is about ex-boyfriend you see. 
thanks for the roses. Hahah. I'm sorry about the broken container. I didn't mean to break it. It was really sweet of you to actually take the time and effort to make roses while I all did was buy you a random MJ disc. :X I thought boys are bad at handicraft. Hahah. You amaze me at times. Thanks for the memories. And and, thanks for being a great brother now. :D
Love,me. (:


Oh yeah, one more for my ex-crush. O:


Dear ________,
I use to be your second closest friend. We told each other a lot of stuff. I still remember the times we've spent together. Be it chatting online, going out or during cca. You never fail to make me smile. We texted and chatted with each other everyday. You'll text me straight after your camps. You were there for me when I'm upset or when I'm troubled. You even sacrifice your sleep just to talk to me. And saying stuff like "I want to hear you miss me again." Hahah. Old times. I was shocked when you said "I love you ah. Hahah" Initially, I thought you really do have feelings for me. Until you told her that you didn't tell me that and you never will. I was disappointed. I still look up to you. Thanks for hurting my feelings. Thanks for the memories. Thanks for making me swear to myself that you will be the last guy that I will fall for. ):
Love, me. D: