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Monday, November 29, 2010 11:26 PM
I'm back after a gazillion years. :D I've been going out for Idontknowhowmany days consecutively. And my blog seems so dead. Oh well, I'm back. Lots of things have been happening. Where do I start from?
Oh! I guess I will start from the day I sent the people off at the airport. Said, Nasuha and I were stupid enough. We rejected an offer for a ride home and went off to have dinner at t3. We lost track of time and we missed the last train to joo koon. The only train left was to pasir ris and we took it. We took bus 21 as we mistook it for bus service 12 and we ended up at geylang. Stupid enough? Oh yes, did I mention it was near midnight? Oh, worse still, my phone died on me and their phone didn't have any prepaid left. Unlucky much? We reach home around 2 plus in the morning. How cool. NOT. -.-
Okay, after that day, uhh... Lots of slacking and eating. Especially 2 days ago. Had buffet with TELC mates at sakura. A vegetarian at sakura?? Yep. :D Well, most of the food I ate was actually dessert. Cool much? I live to eat. :D   
I'm bored. I should start doing this.  Yeah. I should start doing it tomorrow. :D 

Guys like you. No balls. Adding a maybe at the back. Just because you fear that I will reject you? Come on. I hate guys like you. Sheesh. 

Tuesday, November 23, 2010 9:21 PM
Hahah! This is cool. :D Life is as boring as usual. I'm exhausted. PDS training till Friday. It's fun, but very tiring. And some of us broke down when we were punished just now. Well, I have to admit I was one of the few. It makes me stronger. :D
So, I had a memorable time yesterday thanks to Nasuha and Ameerul. :D And thanks to people for the wishes and gifts. Oh, and I was soaked because ncd peeps poured water over me. Nice bash. Free shower. Hahah.
Came back home and my parents talk to me about some stuff. Gosh. Death is inevitable. Everyone will have to die someday right? Sigh. 
Anyways, I barely knew you for 3 days and you claim that you fell for me. Nonsense. If you do, prove to me. -.- Guys like you are the reason for the increasing percentage of lesbians around the world. Tsk.
Hahah! Just joking about the lesbian part. :X Okay, it's actually true.
Sorry. Self entertainment. I'm bored. :/ 

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Saturday, November 20, 2010 8:53 PM
Yes. I'm bored. I look like that right now. Well, except that I'm way too ugly to look like this chiobu in the photo. Anyways. I'm super bored. And when I'm bored, I will get hungry. I will eat everything I can find in the kitchen. And I will put on a lot of weight. And I'm too lazy to hit the gym. Oh em gee. I will be overweight soon. Noooooo~!
Sorry. I'm seriously bored. And I've ben eating for the whole day. Even when I'm at downtown east just now. Oh yes! Let me elaborate on what happened. Well, our school sent 4 of us to this nEbo quest thing. And we woke up super early, met and went all the way to pasir ris. Walk to downtown east and we were given this orange shirt to change into. We were also given this booklet for the stations we have to complete. Well, we didn't win, but we had fun. And we formed a new group! Hahah! CRAP. Carissa, Ridha, Amos, Peiling. So cool huh? And our group name was I.D.C. Hahahah. Had fun. (:
And I'm so bored. Right now. I'm still eating. I swear I will put on a lot of weight. Gosh, how to survive for one more month? D:

Thursday, November 18, 2010 10:26 PM
Hello hello! :D *waves madly*
I was backing up my comp and sorting out files. And I found something I should share.
A folder dedicated to screenshots of consecutive timings. From july 29 all the way till the day.. that I broke down for 15 times. If you get what I mean. I guess I used to be insane. And I found a similar folder to this. Consisting of more screenshots before that day. Walao. Now I know how love sick I was. I stop all these nonsense already kay. :D
Alright. I was sorting the photos in my phone. And I found all these. Memories. Especially the third one. Heheh.







I know I'm super lame. :D
Oh and I'm in a super lame mood now. So time for a lame joke.
If you have 8 oranges on one hand and 7 on another, what do you have?
..................
BIG HANDS. ROFLOL. :D

Tuesday, November 16, 2010 3:01 PM
I'm back from both camps!!!! :D Super tiring. 5 days in school. 2 nightwalks and campfires. I lost my voice. Hahah. And I didn't get enough sleep. I'm going to sleep for the whole day tomorrow. 
Ncd camp was sort of fun I guess. Especially the part where I was stationed at the mini USAR and we end up breaking tables. Oh, and the vegetarian curry chicken was super nice. Nothing much to say for councillor camp. My group got the highest point and best action paper. Oh, and the campfire, was the same as the campfire Ncd had last year. Candle light fire. 
Which really kind of spoils my mood. Because memories just flash before me in front of my eyes. Forgive and forget. It's the past. Right? But what if you can't forget? The pain is still there. Nevermind. I guess it's a blessing in disguise. Why?
TODAY'S THE 16TH BITCHES. NYAHAHAHAH. Get it? Too bad if you don't.  Heheheh. :DD
Anyways, I guess I won't be appealing. Life is unfair anyways. I will just deal with it. 

I will laugh at you when karma hits you.
Thursday, November 11, 2010 5:37 PM
Busy week for me. And I will be in school for 5 days starting from tomorrow. And the worse thing? I haven't even pack for my camps. It's okay. I will pack later. 
A great week. Until today. And I have no mood for everything now. Too much of everything seriously makes people sick.
People who don't work for what they want and try to act like I'm the one who didn't do anything, kindly spare a kind thought for me and be in my shoes for once. I don't give a damn about ranks and titles. It's a freaking name, a freaking piece of cloth. Continue "marking" me. I'm just too tired of all this bullshit.
Worse still, PMS. And I usually eat a lot to forget about everything. And enjoy myself. Obviously. But for the past few days, I can't eat! I will feel like puking. I can't even smell food. The smell of food makes me sick. This is really saddening. 
Seriously, life sucks. I'm upset over a lot of stuff. No mood for camps. Seriously. FML. ):
Look on the bright side carissa, think of positive stuff.  

Light outside.
Sunday, November 7, 2010 8:37 PM
Alright. Pardon me for not blogging lately. I'm just too busy taking loops on buses and being no life. :D
Oh yeah, and too that stalker, 
OI, KAHMAN. :B
Hahah. See, so nice of me. You requested for orange and I really use orange. I'm too kind sometimes. :D Did I mention that orange is international lesbian colour? That's why it's nice. Okay, I'm just joking. I have to sum up my experiences for the past few days. Two words to conclude,
No life. :D Hehe. I manage to catch a lot of those time thingy. Take for example, 11:11, 12:12, 1:11. I'm so proud of myself. Well, kind of. And I took loops to catch a nap. How smart. Heheh.
Okay, I'm back to blogging about a particular topic. So let's see. Hmm, I guess a random thought?

Well, I just want to say, before judging people and calling them bitch or slut or whatsoever, think again. I mean, there is some people out there who is/are willing to judge you as well. And before telling them in the face, take a look at yourself first. Take for example, you are going to tell someone that he/she is fat. Look at yourself first. Unless your weight range is acceptable, don't go and tell the person, I think you need to lose weight. What's the point if you're fat and you tell someone else that? Oh, another example, before telling someone, hey you're a bitch, why not judge yourself first. Unless you admit you are one, don't even tell people off straight in their face. 

So, be prepared to be judged by others if you judge people as well. (:

I sound like some weird ass. But hey, it's true. Well, I'm trying to imply it on myself. I'm trying very hard. Hahah. I have to remind myself constantly. :/


I don't know what you want from me. Seriously. All I can do is apologise. Have you ever thought of my feelings? I have enough of giving in. It's up to you already. I'm tired of apologising and giving in. 

Dance all night.
Thursday, November 4, 2010 12:34 AM
Oh well. I guess everything went better than expected. Even though I had this terrible nightmare yesterday. 
Bestfriend is coming back tomorrow. No wait, today. :B I miss her already! D: A few more hours to go! Hoho. Well, the main reason I'm blogging. I just need to convey some messages. I'm kind of busy lately. I will be back with a proper post soon. This is what I have for now. 


A, 
I really owe you an apology. A big thank you as well. I really don't mean it when I say I hate you. I just said it without thinking of the consequences. I'm really sorry. I'm so reckless. ): You're the only friend who saw it and actually confiscated it from me. You really bother to care. I just want to apologise. I feel very bad, saying that on the last day of school, and not seeing you since then. I will send you a text. But this is just to let you know, you're a really close friend of mine. And I feel bad. Just... Don't remove it. ): Please tell me you didn't. :/
B,
I must apologise for beating around the bush. I mean, I didn't get straight to the point. And instead, I didn't reply your messages or replied with just okay, hahah and lol. I just, need some time alone at those point of time. I hope you can understand. You know who you are. I'm just sorry. We don't really have the chance to hang out anymore. Since I'm busy. But I really appreciate the fact that you still bother to help and cheer me up when I'm down. Thank you. (:

I guess I don't feel that bad anymore. :/ 

Monday, November 1, 2010 7:36 PM
My life is still as pathetic as ever. You don't like my emo posts then don't read please. I'm going through a hard phase of life, be more understanding. 
For god's sake, life sucks and bestfriend will not be in Singapore for 4 days. First day and I'm already half dead. 
I know you guys hate me. Whatever. Bye.