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How dumb of me, how smart of you. ):
Wednesday, September 22, 2010 9:21 PM
I feel so shitty. I took a long nap and I'm now having high fever. School sucks a lot for me. I can't concentrate on lessons. My worst enemy, PMS, made things worse. ): You caught me staring at you in the morning, You still smile. Hahah. I guess it's the second time huh? 
Change of original plans and went to Nasuha's house. Changed plans again and went back home. Wanted to go buy my gibson pick but oh well. 
Came back home and I thought of a whole lot of nonsense. Had a horrible dream. Woke up and I felt dizzy. Had a burning sensation on my cheeks. High fever. _|_ Worse still, stomach cramp. I end up thinking about some stuff and I start to curse non stop. At everyone. I'm sick and tired of everyone. Out of sudden. Sheesh. 
Damn, you never trusted me. You lied. You hide things from me. And I have a bad feeling, I will end up like that particular person. I want to tell you everything, straight in your face. Argh, Whatever. I don't want us to end up in a fight again. You're so selfish. Goshh.
I'm really sick of everything. I want to throw everything aside for once and sleep for days without waking up. Can I? ): 
I don't want to go to school tomorrow. Not because of tests. I'm not that retarded.  
I will go on "silent mode" when it comes to sharing my feelings, especially with you.