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Hypophrenia.
Sunday, December 12, 2010 12:20 AM
My heart aches a little every time I see this photo. Conflicts conflicts conflicts.
I didn't really enjoy myself for the past few days. I feel bad in fact. I couldn't be of much help at Ridha's house because I'm a vegetarian. I felt like a total loner at the BBQ. Junwei, Khalis and Junjie were the only few who really talk to me. Especially Khalis and Junwei. If not for them, I guess I would have gone home way before the actual bbq.
I've been very paranoid lately. Over a lot of stuff. Especially you. A burnt child dreads fire, and I'm afraid history will repeat itself.
And thanks to the past few days, I found out who are my "true" friends. I realised that I can't trust anyone at all. Sad huh? Can someone prove me wrong, for once? I guess not. My "true" friends claim that they will be there for me, to make me smile and to help me out. But when I need them, they weren't there. Thanks guys. Nope, you people make me stronger. So I owe you guys one. (:
I sound like I'm some sadist. Nahh, I'm not. I'm still as happy as usual. Garfield(s) won;t go around crying for help right? People with rubber like cheeks are strong! :D