Thursday, December 23, 2010 7:52 PM
I can't believe this is happening. I can't believe my nightmare was sort of real. The way you say it. I'm sorry. I was never a good girlfriend. I'm sorry for not showing it. You told me you are not giving up right? I guess you are trying your best. But something just isn't there anymore. The way we text. I guess your feelings for me really faded. Shit. I feel so horrible now. Damn it. I'm so afraid to lose you. What must I do now?